My Husband Didn’t Like My Naked Pictures
I can totally feel this woman’s pain. This sounds like a humiliating experience. Leave her some support in the comments if you can empathize.
So I was reading the guest post about flowers and blowjobs, and the post where the two men discuss how their wives don’t want them anymore. They all closely relate to me personally, as I’m sure they do with many other couples. Sometimes I wish there was a book on marriage.
I am 32 years old and have 3 children, 11 year old twin girls and a 9 year old son. Things have been quite rocky for quite a few years. Romance is gone, intimacy is gone. But for me it’s reversed. My husband doesn’t want intimacy and I do.
Going backwards a bit, I was scheduled for gastric sleeve surgery this past October. Many many things happened and dampered those plans. Even though my husband would tell me I don’t need it and I was beautiful the way I was. But, I didn’t believe him since actions speak louder than words. Our sex life is GONE.
A bit ago I had a conversation with my husband who told me he was more attracted to me before getting should I say fat. Then he contradicted himself and said I didn’t need the surgery. Months have gone by. You can see the pain in my eyes and the “I don’t care” in his eyes. But, I successfully lost 20 pounds on my own and was hoping for that to change something between us.
After losing the weight, just before Valentine’s I took a HUGE leap towards something I would never normally do. For him I chose to do a boudoir photo session. When I did it, I was terrified…shaking…..heart racing. Standing half naked in front of a total stranger who was photographing my body. The body I was not proud of and couldn’t look at myself. But I wanted to do something HOT for my husband. Giving him what we used to have and maybe some hope to say the least. About twenty minutes into the photoshoot, I got more comfortable and started laughing.
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